Some days I feel like I am just wandering around aimlessly... Just not sure where to go or what to do.
Some days the pain of missing Olliver is more than I can handle... I lash out at anyone and everyone in order to be able to direct my pain somewhere.
It is just too hard to not have him here... Seems like forever, yet it hasn't even been 3 months yet.
What could I have done differently? I should have been able to save him.
The world keeps spinning and yet I feel like I am standing still...watching it go on...but not able to join in.
I know it will get better, just don't know when or how.
I am relying on God to help me since it is only with His strength that I can continue.
When will the pain not consume me anymore??
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